Boys, boys, and more boys! Why are they taking over our lives?

The sweetest, cutest, kindess, and funniest boy is in my class. His name is Jacob and I have a crush on him. Every Friday at dismissal were boith pick-ups and are moms are usually late so we play games with each other. He sits in my row in my class so sometimes we continue on with the games. We have a lot of fun and we both seem to love hanging out with each other. We were talking and somehow we got a this subject and he told me a BIG secret. When we were done talking one of my best friends, Madi, asked me what he said and I promised Jacob I wouldn't tell anyone so thats what I told Madi and she said she would tell everyone I liked Jacob and tell Jacob first. I had to something! So I told Jacob the problem (but instead of telling him what the secret was I just said a big secret) and he wantedd to help me. It made me feel all like, glowy inside. So in a way I think he miht like me but then again for some reason i don't think he likes me! I REALLY WANT HIM TO ASK ME OUT!!!!!!!!! (im so desperate :) )

What Do You Do?

At school, my nieghbor/best friend was complaining how much she missed her boyfriend, how boring school was, and how she was tired to her other neighbor. I was really trying to focus on a big social studies essay. I was really getting angry because I asked her multiple times to stop, and she wasn't. Her other neighbor asked her a question about herself, and I heard it. I was so mad at Madi, thats her name, that I answered "stupid". I thought Madi knew I was joking, because we do it all the time. But, she told the teacher and the teacher yelled at me. My teacher was explaining what I did wrong, and I knew Madi had lied to her, because she said it was wrong to call her an "idiot" and you should' ve stopped when she asked you multiple times to! Madi had definetly lied. I couldn't believe it!
                      
                      For the rest of the day, I ignored Madi. I knew it wasn't the right thing to do. I should've talked to her about it and worked things out. It is never to late to fix things. If you have any friendship Questions you can comment and I will answer them.